that’s what you are.
a surprise tickle attack.
leaving me dazed
wheezing in pain
laughter still tickling my lips
Gone as quickly as you came.
My eyes are damp from the words you left, wringing in my head when you broke my chest.Daughter, Youth
Why am I so fucking stupid? Like seriously, why am I so stupid? And why do I have to feel all the things I’m feeling? And why am I so stupid?
I didn’t want it to be this way.
I don’t want to be this attached to you.
I don’t want to think of you a million times a day.
If you think I’m exaggerating, well I’m not
and I’m sorry if it scares you (it scares me).
I just wish I was in your mind in at least one thought.
You’ve got me paralyzed
Staring at the wall
Staring at my phone
Staring at my eyelids
Staring into raw hope.